Completely ecstatic and yet, nervous as all heck. My youngest son will be getting married next week and flying out to be with him is going to make the work week beyond crazy. For those of you who are in the mortgage business, you can probably relate when it comes to the dreaded, ‘Month End’…. ugh!
But when all is said and done, I will have spent an awesome time with my son, daughter-in-law and the rest of the family, so definitely worth every moment.
It had been a long time, an extremely long time since I have had any form of dream that includes anything to do with my ex, Jerkass. Usually these dreams are fairly innocent in nature, having a lot to do with Max and in some way bringing a sense of calm to my life.
At this time, I don’t feel any sense of chaos surrounding me, in fact I am pretty content right now. Perhaps this agreement between CV and myself has got me a bit more anxious than I care to admit, but it’s not anything that I can’t handle and/or control.
I have tried to figure out this dream because I have had it about 4 times now and it always ends up the same way, Jerkass and I are standing in front of someone’s house in Apache Junction, which is a little town here in AZ. Why this dream would center around A.J I don’t know, his family is back in Illinois and the only connection I have to A.J is the fact that I saw an episode of Ghost Adventures that had been filmed there, so of course, will be heading out there in a few weeks to go do some ghost hunting of our own and explore the Ancient Indian Ruins.
So for now, going to let this dream remain as such, not try to decipher it anymore than I am, well honestly, until I have it again.